Of Me and Not Me

Down time, floating in my depths
Invisible, there but not, yes, fluid
No, visible, perhaps, solid, or not
But alone, yet not -- me, and not me
Accompanied, in pursuit, alone
Here just my self, no, not, but me
Where do I go, gone, here, there, no
And, wait, what, who comes, nobody
Comes tortured whispers, cries, joy
Screams, silence, too loud, no, unheard
But known, no one, no one, one, two, more
Just me, and not me, mine, ours, who?
Blinding darkness, alight, dark, bright
Frayed, afraid, me, yes, or no, sure
Who’s there, no, leave, not here, not me
Or not me, stop, my fear, my joy
Alone with me, not me, us, and me
Crowded, me, not me, all but not me
Stop, be silent, I can’t hear, me, or not
Help me, oh please, but
Don’t, not me
Help me, cold, no, hot, frozen
Please, please don’t, alone, too many
Me, not me, all of us and me, but not me
Please, cold, what, no, what, no, see
No, yes, oh yes, for me, in depths
Not me, so deep, shallow, but not me
Is it, no, well, no, well, yes and no
Invisible in plain view, you see
No, not, but yes, you do
See, scream, me, not me
Help
Me